Sunday, October 29, 2006



My Noel, Huntress, and Holg blogs will be temporally set on hold, until I can figure out what to do.


Monday, October 16, 2006

Tough choice

Tell me what I should do......

I can't make this decission alone.

I want to stay here and be with Zebb. I love it here, it is so peaceful.

But Zebb says I should go. That I didn't deserve to die.

I.... just ..... don't know what to do.

Thursday, October 12, 2006


After a long talk with Zebb I realize just where I am. It's the place we had promised to meet before either of us moved on. It is our own personal Heaven.

Even though I am extremely sad that my life had ended so suddenly, I am happy that Zebb is here with me.

The past few days have been wonderful. Zebb and I have spent numerous hours just talking and walking through the gardens. As well as in bed, making up for lost time, as he likes to put it. He tells me even though he loved me the way I was before, he loves me the way I am now even more. I have to agree, I really like my body as a whole and not some half machine that I grew up with. So I guess having moved out of the real world has it's advantages.

But something, I don't know what, has been nagging me to go back to the real world. It's like a small voice in the back of my head telling me to go back, that someone needs me. I know it can be done, because Zebb has done it before. I just haven't asked him to show me how yet.

Friday, October 06, 2006

The Awakening

I wake up so fast that I find myself sitting up and breathing real hard. For a long moment I wonder what had happened. The last thing I remember was seeing that bomb, hearing an extremely loud explosion, feeling intense heat and pain, and then blackness........ till now.

Now I am in a large bedroom. Almost everything in the room is white. Sunlight is gleaming through several windows. And a light breeze sweeps through out the room bringing in the smell of flowers from the outside.

I climb out of bed and that's when realize that my implants are gone. Instead of the metal, I have flesh and fur. I look at my hands in amazement. As I sit on the side of the bed I touch my arms and legs. It feels so much different. It's no longer cold and hard, but warm and soft. Even my face and hair are normal. I get up and grab a gown. Then I head down stairs, in hopes that whoever done this for me was still around. I walk around and check every room. There seems to be nobody home.

I head outside and into a beautiful garden.

As I walk around, smelling the flowers, and wondering where I am. I hear a voice behind me. I turn and see.

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